While I'm at it

I used to despise, hate, and loathe shopping. I didn't like it much, either. I finally figured out why. It's because money was always so tight that I knew I couldn't really get anything if I did go shopping. And if I happened to make a purchase, especially for myself, I'd beat myself up for absolute days on end thinking how the money could be put to better use. What's the point in shopping and buying if I'm going to be guilt-ridden about it?

But yesterday, while Brandon and I were out and about, I found myself actually enjoying shopping again. Not in a way that meant I spent a lot of money, but in a way that I knew if I came across a bargain I could actually afford to buy it. I didn't have to sit down and count to the penny where the money had to go besides on that particular item.

I got some things for Sassy at PetSmart and came out not feeling one pang of guilt for it. It'll improve her life, and I was able financially to do it. Oh, Sassy is my dog.

Before Christmas I was already feeling this way - glad to be able to shop with the assurance that I can still pay all my bills. I had peace about every purchase.

Peace. A highly underrated commodity.