Lonely

I'm tired. I'm lonely. Hardly a night goes by when Brandon's at work that my thoughts don't turn to Danny - and I miss him terribly. It's been a year since he was diagnosed with cancer and I'm still grieving for him. A year exactly. One very sad, very long year.

How long will this feeling of alone-ness last? Will it ever pass? Will I ever have the joy in my daily life that I had while he was alive? Sometimes I wonder....